Done .

I've come to the conclusion that when all your "friends" begin to drop like flies, the only real people you can count on are yourself, and God. I am done with standing up for people all the time, and not having them stand up for me. I am done with people abusing my kindness to them, and just thinking that since I am there for them all the time, they can dispose of me whenever the crap they want to. I am a person. I am not recylable. Once you throw me out of your life, I won't be coming back. I used to forgive people at the drop of a hat, but not anymore. I've made the mistake of caring too much for people that will most likely leave my life within the next year or so. To whomever has hurt me, abandoned me, or done me wrong :  When you are standing alone, without anyone to confide in or rely on, don't look to me. You've used me for the last time.

A New Day, A New Dawn.

Summer has been such a blast this year. The only thing missing is a vacation to the beach! This weekend I went over to my cousin Morgan's house for some cousin-bonding. We went on a picnic, saw Kung Fu Panda 2, and took some beast pictures in a feild. Tell me what you think, and how your summer is going!

xoxo,
Kelsey

Beautiful Soul

Why yes, I still listen to old Jesse McCartney music.

The first week of summer vaca has been the absolute best. I have had so many laughs, and the stress of school is completely gone. Thank goodness. Friday evening I went to a local band's concert, By Summer's End. They are REALLY good, so you should go look them up on Facebook(: Afterwards I ventured with my friends in the band and some others to Cookout. We had a great time! Later I was dropped off at my friend Mogan's house around 12iah. We seriously had a blast. Sneaking out to go bust our friend out of her house at 1:30am, throwing rocks at her window, watching Jenna Marbles videos on youtube for hours, just having best friend talks until 4:30am, not caring that we had to wake up in less than 4 hours. We went to Northwest's graduation at 9am Saturday morning seeing all of our close friends graduate, really making us think about how OLD we are getting. Seriosuly, I cannot believe that I am a senior already, and that I will be walking in graduation in less than a year now! How scary, how exciting, how weird. Later after graduation was over, we ventured back to her house for a little photo shoot, and watched Monsters Inc. like true champs. I left her house in the greatest mood. Then, I went to my sister's house for awhile, where we had a giant thunderstorm. I love summer showers, but this storm was scary!
When I got home, I was just chilling in my room, when my best friend Kelsi called me up asking if I wanted to go eat with her. She picked me up around 8:30 and we headed to Chick-Fil-A. Yum! After eating, we rented The King's Speech from Redbox, but never got a chance to watch it! Darn. She stayed at my house that night and we played The Game of Life, listened to awesome music, had girl talk, and stayed up until 3:30am. We then woke up for church and had our youth fundraiser afterwards for youth camps. It was a success and we raised over $400! We went back to her house with her sister, and Trey. Just hanging out and having a good ole time. Went back to church that night, and then ventured to Ihop with Kenzie, Kelsi, Morgan, and Trey. Getting there was the worst experience ever. Seriously, me and morgan had made SO MANY U-TURNS. Finally we arrived, and I bought the greatest pancakes ever. Cinna-stack pancakes. They're really sweet so I couldn't finish them all, but they were SO GOOD. I finally got back home around 11 and knocked out. I just woke up around 2:30. Later tonight, I am headed to my sisters so I can get my permit tomorrow. FINALLY. Wednesday-Saturday I will be at my cousin Morgan's, but that's going to be a another blog! I love summer, end. of. story.

Sorry for the long post!
Xoxo,
Kelsey.

Dark Was The Night

If you've haven't listened to that album, then you are missing out. Here's one of the lovely songs from it. If you purchase a copy, the money is donated to a research foundation looking to cure aids. Good music, for a good cause.

This weekend has been a blast. Thursday, I went with my father to one of his work dinner's. It was a nice experience. Just having daddy-daughter dates are fun. This is what I wore.

Dress: Urban Outfitters

Messenger Bag: Target

White (bleach out :/ ) sandles: UO

I know, I know. This picture quality is horrible, but dad hates taking tons of pictures so I had to work with what I had.



Friday, I got out of school at 12:45 since it's an exam day. My sister came and picked me up and we headed to TJ.Maxx. I bought a nice little over-sized tee. I loooove it. I'll have to find a cute skirt to pair it with before I post it though.

Saturday morning I had to wake up for my SAT. Womp. It was so hard. It literally made me feel like the dumbest person alive. Oh well, I can always take it again.

After that, my wonderful friend Kelsi came and picked me up and we headed to Caitlyn's for her birthday party! We just went swimming and had a blast. I then went back to Caitlyn's house until my madre came and picked me up. I need a license so I don't have to depend on others so much! Jeez Louise.

Finally, today is Sunday. Church has been just amazing today. I really have felt the spirit of God move all day. So many great things have been happening and I love it. On top of that, I got a brand new pair of shoes! Their KensieGirl sandles. But they have a woven wedge heal. Super cute. I'm wearing them tonight for church, so hopefully I can get a decent picture to post!

Xoxo, Kelsey.

Summer Nights

Today has been a relatively awesome day. Minus my entire Chemistry exam, then again those are never fun.

It feels like summer, since school lets out at 12:45 today and tomorrow. I can just come home, eat, and tan. All I need in my life right now. I do wish I had a pool, but hey, the water hose will work just fine for now.
I already have plans this weekend, whoopi. Friday after school, I'm going with my sister for awhile to hang out at her house. Saturday at 7:45am, I have my glorious SAT at Hickory Ridge high school. I'm going to be honest, I'm pretty nervous. But at 12:30 when it's over, I'm being picked up and will be heading for Caitlyn's house for her birthday partyyy! It's just us and a few girls from school, hanging by the pool, celebrating her 17th. I think it'll be a grand ole time. Then that night, I'm pretty sure I'm just staying at Caitlyn's until church Sunday. So all in all, pretty chill weekend.

Summer is in less than 5 days. I cannot believe it, but can't explain to you how READY I am for summer. Just relaxing for awhile, taking a breather. Hitting up the beach here and there, not stressing over stupid school drama and homework. Ah yes, summer 2011 will be the best so far.

"I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, and I believe in miracles." - Audrey Hepburn.

xoxo,
Kelsey.